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Just a life update since I realized my last one was 2013

Anyway, after marrying a wonderful human being who continues to love and appreciate me every day (and I for him), last year we had a child. A beautiful daughter, who I love so very much. She's going to be a year old soon and it feels like it moved so fast already.

So I've had very little "play time" and honestly sometimes barely have time to browse and favorite things here.
But 1000% worth it :*

Something I think has been a long time NOT mentioned by me -- If I favorite your work and don't comment, I'm sorry if that's something that offends you.
I rarely have anything helpful/insightful to add and I like comments to actually be more than just "great job!" or "love it!" as that really doesn't help anyone improve their craft. And I think most people want that.
Favoriting for me is the same as posting that comment - means I like it a lot. Enough to want to see it again later.
I'm just not really great at commenting.

I'm also dealing with some things these past few months that affect me a lot. Being unbelievable happy with my life, but suffering from anxiety and depression. This is something I've always struggled with however, it just sometimes means I rarely want to chat or do pretty much anything. Some days I barely have enough energy to brush my teeth, and others I feel like I could bounce to the moon. On my bad days, I still do everything I can to be there for my daughter and husband. And on my good days, I want to be there even more.
If anyone does have issues like these, what works for me is to just take each day one at a time. And I'm fortunate to have a very supportive husband. But don't feel bad if that doesn't work for you, we are all different.

Just know you are loved. You are worthy of love, and time, and attention. Not being at full peace with yourself does not mean you don't deserve love or aren't ready for it. It just means somedays you might need a reminder

Have a great one guys. I'll try not to take 3 years for an update. (if anyone even actually reads these anymore)

So, not sure if anyone's reading these, but here just in case

Just got finished with the Black Friday craziness (I was almost trampled, such is the life of a retail manager).

Christmas season and mood is starting to set in. Tree is up, though it's not a big one cause limited space.

My fiance and I are adjusting to living together well, I'd like to think. So far nothing has irritated me and vice versa (as much as he tells me anyway, lol). Although I do have a slight tendency to leave my socks lying around but I think he maybe likes it. (ooh, am I finding a new fetish for him?)

I think I'll be baking cookies tonight, I'm bored.

Also we've sort of decided on a rough date for the wedding, Sept/Oct of 2014. Still fine-tuning.

If all goes well, I hope to actually have more pictures of myself (to a limited degree) to post up. It's a lot easier to get photos that I don't have to do selfie-style with another person to take them. Still sorta trying to talk him into that. He's just cautious, and I can't really blame him.
Lot of weirdos out there, unfortunately.

DA-wise:
At this point, I'm probably not continuing Anna's Abduction. I've lost my inspiration for it and the original idea wasn't fully formed anyway.
I am working on a new story that I hope to put up sometime soon. Probably a 1 or 2 chapter story though, just to start small
If you've got any ideas you think I should try putting in the story, tell me!
I'm still inexperienced at actually using different "toys" so I always find it a nice challenge to try and write about.


Anyway, hope you all are enjoying your various holidays and have a great new year, in case I forget to post something for that.

Jeff Gord (HouseofGord.com)
May 5th, 1946 - September 3rd, 2013

Rest in peace, Jeff.
A genius and a good man.
You will surely be missed.

So...I've been trying not to share way too much of my personal life...for obviously personal reasons.

But for the last 7 months, I have been INCREDIBLY happy with a wonderful man.
He makes me want to wake up beside him every day and fall asleep next to him every night.
He makes me feel special, just as I am. My weird, mixed up, fetish-filled self. (and he shares some of my "passions" XP)

And...very recently, we celebrated a special day. They day we first met, several years ago.

And he proposed

I have never been more happy than I am now. And everything I've gone through relationship-wise has made this event even MORE special then it could've been.


I just wanted to share this with you all :*

It is also my explanation for why any updates will be slow. Between planning and work (I'm being trained for new stuff again and I feel another promotion coming on) I am going to be very busy.
I am still writing. I just need to take it at my pace

Have a wonderful day everyone!

Sorry that I have not updated this in a long while. I'm bad at keeping up to date.
I am still writing, I've just been very busy.

In the last 6 months, I've been promoted at my job -- twice

Which makes me very happy, as does the money. But I work a lot of late nights/early mornings now so have had much less time for almost anything other than browsing here occasionally.
I am working on some new stories though.

I may end up re-writing Anna's Abduction down the road because I honestly lost my original inspiration and can no longer remember where I wanted to go.
But that would probably be a while from now and I would leave the original up.
I actually do have about a page and a half of chapter 3 still written from when I originally wrote it, so if anyone wishes me to do so, I can put  that up.
But it doesn't really go anywhere or resolve anything.

So...just keeping you updated